Wishing I could stop time right here and keep him with me forever. As it may be time will keep passing and his future awaits. Is it to early to have that cliche about an empty nest I think not, its merely the fact that he has been my companion for a long time. Lately the thought of him growing up and leaving to become what he must is weighing heavy and its hard to keep a dry eye. Its not like I have not been here before, I have a few times. Maybe its because he is the last to go and maybe I will have to find my own way. For so many years I have made him my business and the reason for so many things in my life. Wishing I could stop time right here for awhile...